Glance of a dream

Sometimes i wish to be a failure so i can excuse them for my mistakes
Sometimes i´m never where i want to be
Sometimes facing the fears i dream red is in front of me
And sometimes i just care for another day

The thumb nail´s up
and i´m feel free
but not for me only others can´t see
that this is not reallity

Poison own in spark of ignorance
Illumination cheers in hunger for more
Boks made ready to load and reveal
Right made decisions
Sistematic raisers controling races
Awareness becomes now

Awake is not an option

could it stand just a glance of a dream ?

Accounting days still - UNO